The smile on TV and the loneliness behind the lights

Singer Cliff Richard posed on a sledge in a snowy Christmas scene, circa December 1990.

Every Christmas season, British audiences would see Cliff Richard’s warm smile, hear his sweet voice, and feel the joy in songs that had become a part of countless holiday memories. But in Christmas 1973, when the stage lights dimmed, there was a quiet loneliness behind that smile — one few ever knew about.

A winter without going home

That year, Cliff was at the peak of his career. His schedule was packed with concerts, TV recordings, and special holiday appearances. Yet while millions gathered with their families, Cliff was in a quiet hotel room, thousands of miles away from home. He chose not to return — and never told the public the real reason why.

Emptiness behind the smile

On stage, he still sang “Mistletoe and Wine” and other cheerful Christmas songs. But in the stillness of that empty room, Cliff spent most of his time writing in his diary, reflecting on relationships that had grown distant. Fame brought him the spotlight, but it also took away the simple family moments he once cherished.

Mistletoe & Wine (2003 Remaster)

A memory that lingers

Years later, Cliff would reveal that Christmas 1973 was one of the loneliest memories of his life. It reminded him that while music could warm millions of hearts, an artist is still human — still in need of the warmth of family. From then on, he always tried to spend at least part of the holiday season at home, even if just for a few short days.

🎵 Suggested listening: Mistletoe and Wine – Cliff Richard.

Lyrics:
The child is a king, the carolers singThe old has passed, there’s a new beginningDreams of Santa, dreams of snowFingers numb, faces aglow, it’s
Christmas time, mistletoe and wineChildren singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see
A time for living, a time for believingA time for trusting, not deceivingLove and laughter and joy ever afterOurs for the taking, just follow the master
Christmas time, mistletoe and wineChildren singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see
Silent nightHoly night
It’s a time for giving, a time for gettingA time for forgiving and for forgettingChristmas is love, Christmas is peaceA time for hating and fighting to cease
Christmas time (silent night), mistletoe and wine (Holy night)Children singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see
Christmas time, mistletoe and wineChildren singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see
Christmas time (Christmas time), mistletoe and wineChildren singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see
Christmas time (silent night)Mistletoe and wine (Holy night)Children singing Christian rhymeWith logs on the fire and gifts on the treeA time to rejoice in the good that we see